Twentieth of Oct
my hand is always there
but u never hold it
whenever u hold it
and u let it go easily
when i push u away
u didn’t hold me tight
and the tears in my eyes
dropped as if begging a point of turning
it’s the critical time
but u nvr say another word
i was waiting, or hoping actually
for a miracle, or an unexpected happening.
watching the shadow u leavin behind
in the drizzling rain
i couldn’t stop myself….for
the crystal tears falling down like a dismay downpour..
and flooded my heart severely….severely
October 20th, 2007 at 11:22 am
take it easy…
things will turn out to be fine eventually =)
take care!
November 25th, 2007 at 5:15 am
he hold ur hands with her heart.
but u cant feel the warmth.
he tries to hold u tight but ur tears kept him behind.
its a critical time indead, therefore he buy u some times…
but it hapened to be that u made up ur mind.
dont u know that the rain drops on him was cold..but whenever he glance at the sky, he feel warm rain streaming down his face?
he never look back…maybe bcause he afraid to show u his pain.maybe he dnt want to make things complicated.
but hear this well..
he didnt wanna look back bcause he cant stand the tears from his loved ones.it bring great pain and he’s bleeding tears.
u didnt notice did u ?
as time goes by…remember that its u who offer him the black apple,and he accepted it willingly so that u can move on.
may times cure his pain.may times bring u to a place where u can call “home” while smiling.
but dont u worry, the beast used to make a melody out of pain n suffering and he probably can sing with it onece more.
^^