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my heart beating fast
like it can’t hold anymore
i felt it aching
as if needles piercing thru it
i can’t hold the pain
but my tears ‘re pouring like rain

my mind was blank
hoping it was just a prank
there’s no soul left in my shell of body
there’s no more thoughts and thinking

perhaps all along i’ve been fooling myself
or the joke works well on me,
unrealising.
how naive i could be
looking down on the possibilities
tt could kill me softly.

i can’t do anything,
but drowning myself in words.
listening Fields of Hope,
but where can i lay my hope?
no more fake truth,
no more false hope.

I don’t want to be fooled,
yet
I…
was scared.
Of the cruelest truth:
……

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